I have decided to skip the crown cast this week. I am not in a real good position to be shooting the shit on the radio waves. My body hurts, my heart hurts, and nothing is going my way at all. The last week has been a roller coaster. Life seems to be this vicious cycle of shit that keeps getting dumped on me, and I am kind of over it at the moment. I wish someone would of told me this is what it’s like to be an adult when I was younger.. I would of probably saved myself the headache and jumped off a bridge or something. BTW don’t actually do that.
I was told by someone special that music would get me through it. The problem is.. I spent the last 10 hours thinking about quitting music. Quitting everything in fact. The problem is.. I am not a quitter. It’s just not in my nature. I figured instead of blowing up peoples cell phones, it’s best to write a blog about it. Ironic huh? The truth is, I hate texting. Put yourself in front of me, or get the fuck out of my life. I dont know why people spend so much time tapping these stupid little screens. I find it annoying. Nobody even makes eye contact now. days because they’re too busy checking notifications, texts, and emails.
Yeah, the truth hurts. I speak a lot of it. I wish I had more patience too, because I feel like I cant have a legit conversation with people on these stupid devices. I cant count how many times I wanted to throw my iPhone X out the window today. Perhaps I should. This facebook shit needs to go. Sorry if I don’t accept your friend requests. We can be friends, I just don’t really have the time it takes to login post updates, send messages, or any of that shit now days. I do it for a select few that usually don’t have service on their phones anyways. I guess I am still a bit crabby. I dont get a whole lot of sleep. I am too busy doing other things.